Eccentric, Melancholic And Alcoholic.

MinorEarthMajorSky • 83 followers

I don't know how to feel anymore.
I don't even think you'd recognise me anymore.
I've changed because I am not human.
I'm not happy I'm not sad.
I feel content in the melancholy.

Seasons change but people don't.
I am solitary, alone in a crowd.
You are my Kryptonite a bitter sweet memory,
Nothing but a memory.
The happy memories hurt more than the bad ones do.

So what's my problem, am I bipolar?
No, You just tug at my emotions like a puppeteer.
Can I just not be?
Or do I have to be apart of something?

I feel as though I'm drifting through space searching for a habitable planet.
I think I've found her.
Wait did I say her? I meant it.
None of the surrounding planets seem compatible.
None more eccentric, melancholic or alcoholic as this.

#emotional-journey #existential-crisis #general #self-reflection

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Comments & Feedback (4)

Jun 10, 2012 at 11:46 PM

I'd say that you are having a war between the sides of your brains, I think therefore I am, I am part of some complex mystical unfathomable thing, this our thinking splits into maths, physics or art music etc Bur it is normal to experience these trances I think...

MinorEarthMajorSky

Jun 11, 2012 at 1:21 AM

You sir have given me a lot to think about, thank you!

TheCodsPollocks

Jun 19, 2012 at 6:07 PM

I think you should just have another pint mate. 🍺

MinorEarthMajorSky

Jun 19, 2012 at 6:09 PM

@TheCodsPollocks Hahaha I just might!

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