Today I think I can say has been a crappy day. I just feel as if I don't belong. I just feel like there is nothing to do and there will be nothing to do. Nothing is fine. Nothing will be solved tomorrow. My emotions are inside and they are crying but physically I am not. What is there to do except do nothing. I am nothing and I will be nothing. I will fail at life an I will die alone. This is how I felt the whole day.
I AM NOT DEPRESSED. I'm just tired and bored.
Things need to change and I would like them too. My life has become a routine again and I hate it. I need to feel emotion: hurt, happiness, fright, love, sadness and frustration. Now it is time to sleep and HOPE that everything becomes better in the morning. But I know they won't.
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