Unfulfilled

I don’t have a life anymore
My life is just one big bore
Just studying and working
The most exciting part of my day is burping
From the Coke that I drink to keep myself awake

So what if I made a ton of mistakes?
I’m bound to make them when I’m on my way
To success
But I’m still depressed
My busy schedule makes me distressed

I need an out
But all I do is pout
Because I have no time to go out
Because all I do is work
Work, work, work, work
I’m such a jerk
Jerk, jerk, jerk

I should’ve been nicer to her
I should’ve given him a chance
I should’ve accepted his offer to dance
But I refrained because of my clammy hands

I’m tired of being put down
Tired of holding back
I wish I wasn’t afraid to drown
I wish I could get the qualities that I seem to lack.