When I Was A Child

When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. I behave like a child.

When I became a man, I put my childish ways behind me. And let my self be drove by the desires of the heart, I thirsted for passion and hunger for your flesh to be close to me.

Now I see the reflexion of the person I have become in the mirror and I cant help but wish I was that child again.

My heart aches with pain since the moment I fell for you, The silence I must keep destroys my childhood fantasies of a happy ending.

The curse of adulthood is to discover love and suffer for it, To desire her body and never be able to hold it.

I look at the mirror and see and feel how painful loneliness is. To know that the price of love is too high to pay.

I struggle against my own heart for it reason. To forget, to heal and move on from it's endless quest.

Now I look trough the looking glass trap in a nightmarish endless chess game out of Carroll's mind.

Becoming madder than the hatter with live itself been a unsolveble riddle a maze on which there's no exit but end.

I'm the white queen pawn in a red queen game. Lookin for away to escape this madness. I just want to be that child again.