it's a funny equation,
love and hate.
keep them divided and it's all great.
but hate the one you love as well,
it's hard to deal, you've put yourself in hell.
he's the devil
he's the lord
he's all I despise
he's all I want
he's everything
he's nothing.

HE'S JUST A BOY YOU'VE KNOWN FOR TWO MONTHS.

I was his toy that liked being touched.
now I'm sitting on the shelf rotting.
you're there with her, your hands not stopping.
I'm surrounded by the other toys.
telling me the secret to liking boys.
he's not a boy, this isn't a game.
the other victims don't know this, who's to blame?
he's taken the weak.
he's told them not to speak.
I'm not weak.
I will speak.
I'll break your system.
this isn't the end.
I can't deal with this bullshit.
this isn't the end.