Sometimes I have such a low self esteem,
I always worry what I think is not what it means,
The laughter from behind or when I pass by,
I always wonder if it's me they are laughing at all this time.
Sometimes I have such a low self esteem,
Hoping not to look as if I'm trying too hard to be the light beam.
I believe in natural beauty and never wear a single smudge,
But all the girls who paint their faces get all the boys wanting for a budge.
Sometimes I have such a low self esteem,
Letting those insults escape and hurt me,
I go through all those painful lies,
And after that forgive them-because I'm too shy.
Sometimes I have such a low self esteem,
Allowing to get trampled on whatever the need.
My bag swings as I look down,
Not daring to look once from my flowing curtain of chocolate brown.
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