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The thing about love is that it can fade. People's feelings aren't set in stone. But surely the love that fades isn't true love?
Although one could question whether true love even exists...
Maybe that's just the way love is, some people fall in and out of love while others who find it hard to let go grip on for life.
I just can't help but feel that when I say those words there's a lot more intensity and meaning behind them than when you say it.
Sometimes I just feel like you're in love with me for the sake of it; you found a girl who you think is pretty and funny. And now all of a sudden you think you're in love.
Do you even know me well enough to love me?
Do you know how my mind works? The way I perceive the world; the way I perceive people and life and religion and morals? Do you admire my values, morals, beliefs and the integrity of my character?
Or are these things not important to you when you fall in love? They should be...
You said yourself you're not fussy.
Would you go out with any girl out there if she was just pretty, funny and easy to talk to? I reckon so.
It makes me feel less special because I know you'll see me as easy to replace. On the surface you could easily find another girl like me.
But I guarantee you could never find someone with my mind. But if my mind is not as important to you then you won't really miss me will you...
I have so much to give and I don't feel you'll appreciate it.
Why are you with me???
Am I just for show?
Are looks so very important to you?
Or is it just lust?
I mean you even admitted you prefer kissing to talking. And then you said you don't really like either. So then what do you like??
When I asked you why you loved me you all you could say was 'because you're nice'
I said "There are plenty of nice girls out there,"
And you said no.
To which I replied that I knew many nice girls.
And you didn't answer.

Am I just nice? That's it?
Is that really all there is to me?

tiara

@tiara

The thoughts and feelings of a young girl

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