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I Am Scared

I don't know where I stand,
I don't know what our future holds.
I don't know if you love me,
In fact I don't know how I feel towards you.

I am scared....

I am scared that it's all a dream.
I am scared that I would wake up again and find you so distant.
So distant and filled with hatred towards me again.
I don't know what made you stay.
Were my tears too much? Did you feel sorry for me?
I heard somewhere that if you have a second lover that you weren't in love with the first one to begin with.
You said no "I love you"

Is it true??
Will you feel that way all the way through?

I am scared that I still don't trust you.
I am scared that I still can't live without you.
I am scared that I might be forcing you to stay.
I am scared of my constant insecurity.

I am just scared

sarahgamal

@sarahgamal

A 32 mother of 2 .

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