My Cold Exterior Shell

I know I seem distance,
And this is no excuse,
But I really haven't got the energy to talk to you,
You can now hate me,
Kick and slap me,
Because I know I deserve it,
Your the only one there,
Yet I treat you like I don't care,
It isn't true though,
I do love you,
There's just some things I'm going through,
And I know you could help,
Because your amazing like that,
But it's one of those things,
Where I need to find my wings,
But I'll see you soon,
It's not long now,
Just round the corner,
Girls wearing crowns,
And I will try,
Really I will,
To open up a bit more,
And not leave you with my cold exterior shell.