I can't find the words

I spend three hours deciding what to wear.
I check the mirror constantly although I normally wouldn't care.
I get the butterflies in my stomach whenever I see you.
I get so scared and nervous, I don't know what to do.
Does everyone stare this way at you?
I'm sorry I'm so quiet, I just don't know what to say.
I can't tell you how much seeing your face really makes my day.
Not a day passes when you don't cross my mind.
People like you are so very hard to find.
I never realized how clumsy I am
until I stepped on your feet.
Please don't ever leave, you make me feel so complete.
I tried to tell you once
how I really felt,
but when I look into your eyes my heart starts to melt.
My face turns bright red and I can't find the words.
I wan to sing you a love song
just like a little bird.
I feel like an idiot, I feel like a fool.
No matter how hard I try I just can't keep cool.
It's clear that you're way too good for me.
I think I may be in love, but you're the only one who can't see.
Thank you so much for being so kind.
Not a day passes when you don't cross my mind.
If I told you my true feelings
would you be like the others and throw them out like rotten orange peelings?
To me this is so much more than just a game.
Sometimes I think maybe you feel the same.
If you ever read this, there's something I want you to know,
I try to stop it,
but my love for you can only grow.
I hope one day my true feelings will finally show.
I want to sing you a love song just like a little bird.
I'm a writer,
and yet when I'm with you I can't find the words.