I Get Lost

oliviamay_lynn • 119 followers

Nothing can pick you up on a day like this
Everything seems so much worse than it is
eyes mist over
hearing goes blank
Whatever you do doesn't matter

Feels like I'm running so far away
Trying to find a familiar place
But everywhere I go
Whether mind body soul
I get lost
I'm on my own

Trying to focus on some random thing
To bring you out the state you are in
Wanting to fly from whats deep down inside
But theres no letting go of this creeping up inside

Still feels like I'm running so far away
Getting closer to a familiar place
But everywhere I go
Mind body soul
I get lost
On my own

Eyes mist over
Hearing goes blank
Lost all my focus
Everything's coming back

I won't stop running until I get far away
I don't want to be close to a familiar place
It doesn't matter
Where I go
Mind body soul
We're always lost
On our own.

By Olivia Lynn

#emotional-struggle #general #inner-journey #isolation #mental-landscape #self-discovery

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