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Solitude

Mundy • 59 followers

I never craved a companion before
Never wanted someone to rely on so deep to my core

I've lived my life for the last few years
A bit of a hermit, rejecting my peers

The hurt loved ones caused me shattered my trust
I decided that being alone was a must

But last night I hit rock bottom again
I felt so lost
I really needed a friend

With no one to turn to
I tried to write
But I couldn't get inspired
With no goal in sight

I called on an old friend
Suggesting collaboration
But she wasn't interested
A case of ego deflation

I cursed myself for calling
Admitting I need her
The person whose absence brought my failure

Back at square one
And I must choose
To go it alone to beat my blues

It will take longer and require much more courage
But I know in my heart I'll be able to flourish

#emotional-struggle #general #isolation #personal-growth #self-discovery

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leelee101

Aug 9, 2012 at 11:43 AM

Mandamate™ that's a sad write, but well written. Hope you feel a bit better for getting it out. Always here... 👍❤😘

Stablish

Aug 9, 2012 at 11:45 AM

Really powerful write, I feel the same sometimes😔

Mundy

Aug 9, 2012 at 12:11 PM

@leelee101 ah just one of those moods. I wrote it the other day and it was sitting in the compose section. Thank you 😘 and thanks for reposting 💐😊

Mundy

Aug 9, 2012 at 12:15 PM

@Stablish I go through that every so often. I just find it do hard to write music when it's not for something. Trying to do the solo artist thing but I'm have no new material I like. I'll get there eventually. Hopefully! 😜 thanks for reposting. I hope you don't feel like that often. It's definitely not a nice place to be!