Intermission...
Lately...I haven't been myself...haven't been happy...haven't been sad...mainly angry. Unclaimed...unknown anger. I dnt quite understand it's direction or where it's come from. I just know I feel it...bubbling under the surface. I find myself caring but not caring about things that shld b important...my job, my friends, my music. Music used 2 b my solace...my peace...now some days I dnt even think about it. My dreams...so on the verge of becoming reality & some days I still feel nothing. Like if it happens...it happens. And this is a place I've nvr been b4 & really hope it's a place I dnt stay 4 long. This pungent mix of anger, loneliness & overall lack of...giving a fuck is enough 2 make me crack up...this isn't my life tho...it's only an intermission.
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