Headache

I’m pouring out my thoughts
Taking pen to the paper
Got that feeling inside of me
My emotions in danger

Mind is all clattered
A world of its own
Myriads of planets
Yet they float, each alone

Each alone, yet they clash
They fight with each other
Each aiming the throne
Who can cause the most bother

Each playing a game
You can’t comprehend
Psychological impulses
All reach a dead end

Frustration, confusion
You start feeling nervous
Anger, seclusion
As they reach to your surface

Pushing and shoving
They shout and they scream
There’s no law and order
In their journey upstream

Your mind’s one big ache
It only grows bigger
There’re nearly there now
One sets off the trigger

All hell breaks loose
Pandemonium strikes
All hope is abandoned
As they fade out all light

Colours, myriads
Flooding your view
What to do, where to go
The ache won’t pass through

The pain is blinding now
The thoughts fight shamelessly
Some scream for their rights
Others hover aimlessly

Some shout from the heart
Emotions so raw
Some cry out of logic
Some reopen sores

You stumble and trip
You’re all in a daze
You cry out, you yearn
But you’re stuck in a haze

And so comes the point
The point of the rhyme
The point that I’m making
As I take this time

And sit down,
And raise pen to paper
And try to save myself
From immortal failure

And the thoughts slowly cease
And the screaming subsides
And a gentle voice whispers
‘It’ll all be alright,

‘Don’t worry, don’t panic
All’s in control
You’re merely a puppet
Strung by higher worlds’

Smile, laugh,
The suns will still shines
One day those thoughts
Will be those of behind…’

And so I smile,
My head’s back on my shoulders
Everything will be ok
And I close up this folder…

One step at a time
Each days as it comes
We’ll tackle the problem
Starting where it begun

And the ache has subsided
And the light glows again
Happy and glad
To announce it’s the end…