Why Him?

Her hair was the colour of chestnuts, her big deep brown eyes full of love, her small kissable lips so cuite, her tall skinny figure was stunning and most of all her personality stood out the most. Why did she stood out for me?

The first day I saw her was at a sports camp. She stood out the most for sports. I wanted her to be mine, I wanted to hold her hands and kiss her small lips. But would it happen?

We talked about matches which I think it went well. The most closest I got to her was when I picked her on my team and went into a group huddle. I grabbed her gently and put my arm around her. I think she went pink is that a good sign?

Camp ended and I never got the guts to ask for her number or email address. I felt guilty for not asking.
Why I'm I so nervous?

One day I found out what school she went to, my friend went to the same school as her and best of all he had her number!
Straight away I added her on Facebook. We chat for awhile and then I asked for her number and she gave it to me.
I wrote her number on the palm of my sweaty hands in big writing. So I'd rember to text her.
Will she text back though?

Here we go I texted her "Well dis is Adam. She texted back "Heey".
We texted and chat for awhile.
I think she might like me?

I told my friends about her and they laughed and said "she's too good for you no afence!"
Why are they so mean?

In a month I found out that my so called best friend Rory was chatting her up. I was so upset how could he!
Well of course Rory came into school with a big grin on.
"Why you smiling?" I asked.
"I'm in a relationship with the prettest girl in town!" he said with glee.
"who?" Calvin and I asked with eagerness to know.
"Faith Rosen!" he shouted.
What! Why did she say yes?

I think my heart has broken into a million pieces. It shattered like a broken mirror. 7 years of bad luck well I think I got 7 years of heartbroken.
Why him he doesn't deserve her all he wants to do is kiss her untouchable lips. As if he would! Will he?

Calvin was my true friend and knew something was wrong. "are you jealous?" "well kind of but i'm upset and depressed".
"There's plenty of other girls Adam trust me" ......
"you should be happy for Rory or at least act it" .....should I?

I had to stick with the pain and watch him hold her hands and kiss her soft cheeks and hugging each other and did all that lovey dovey stuff.
Why him?

After afew months I notice they were still going out but more distance.
Faith and I were texting and chatting more then she did with Rory.
Are conversations were getting more and more deep and interesting.
We were giving each other wink faces and hearts. When I notice I was flirting with her and she was to. Wait i'm I cheating and going behind my best friends back?
I kept flirting and things got even more better.
Is that good?

We kept quiet around Rory, we weren't exactly cheating were we?

One day I went for a walk in the park, I felt lonely when I saw an angel, well not really but she was faith all right.
Was she more then an angel?

Her hair was shiny and falls down to her shoulders, her body shimmered in the sunlight, her lips were covered in pink lipgloss.
She wore a coat and boots and tights with shorts. She looks cuite in the winter season. Why was she so beautiful?

We went for a stroll down in the woods talking about school and sports. When suddenly I had the urge to say ........
"Faith I've something to say"
"What" she said in her soft lovely tone.
"I...um..I .. Love you"
Her face shocked with pinkness. I place my hand on her face and kissed her. It was the most fantastic and scariest thing that ever happened to me. She then said "I found the one I love, I knew he was near but not the one who was the nearest.. I love you" and then she kisses me. I feel her little lips touching my lips. I'm holding her hands, she smells of roses.
We kiss even more and we end up staying in the woods for ages.
How come?

We talked about how we waited and how I loved her from the moment I saw her.
The only thing I forgot was Rory.
I .. Backed stabbed him and kissed his girlfriend and a betrayed him.
What kind of friend am I?
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