Gone

For dreams never dreamed
And hopes never kept
And love never gleamed
And tears never wept

We fight for this all
And lay in our graves
We fight and we fall
For truth never saves

What we knew to be true
And what we hoped to be right
But what I chose to pursue
Took me out o the light

I plunged deep into the dark and dim
Fell into a chasm of hopelessness
A place of fear; a place so grim
I never did know how to cope with this

For light never shed
And voices never heard
And hearts are dead
All the visions are blurred

I sought the righteous path
But fell off the world
I fell to fate's wrath
As I was hurled

Into clearing confusion
Into focused obscurity
A fiery frozen fusion
Hate would set me free

I saw what the blind see
Heard what the deaf hear
And while they are free
Im a prisoner of my fear

Im an inmate of my past
A prisoner of my fate
So much hate; the die's cast
And now Im irate

Im insane; stuck in sanity
My brain youll never get
Dead in the head; Can it be
Dont worry cuz I never fret

Im just scared out of my mind
So blind, dead and gone forever
An endeavor; one of a kind
No way to find; alive for-never

Out of my mind; gonna disappear
My fear of dying and crying tears
Lying to myself; thats so clear
Whats dear to me are my angelic peers

In my hallucenations i see reality
Red lenses of blood and gore
Whats more are the fractured nations that confuse me
Those that abuse me I'll forever deplore

I run fast when they shoot
The root of my past fears
A cast of mirrors in a play for the mute
A day to loot my last tears

A place to fight for my time
A rhyme to spit in my hour
My power's fit to make me sublime
A crime that towers to make you cower

To break your nose and your bones
This prose rose out of my hate
Im irate when I hear your moans
Stick and stones are for you mate

Gotta get out fast; run like Bolt
Atilla the hun's passed this place
A race is fun when you get a jolt
This cult's after you; pick up pace

Escape this prison now today
A prism of death; the home of a demon
This poem's the reason I rap this way
To trap those guilty of treason

Fight with a rage never known
I own my destiny for all my age
The rest of me is a moan
A warzone to turning a new page

A bright foreshadowing in a dark past
So fast I've amassed an amazing fortune
From a contortion that I have surpassed
In an overcast and stark extortion

In a exchange of bad and bitter hate
To date this is the worst battle
Like cattle branding its fate
Like bait I wait for snakes rattle

I hear the yell and listen to screams
My dreams glisten with fires from Hell
Only time will tell how long these extremes
And death teams torture me in my cell

But I wont give in; I wont give up
To the corrupt and be overidden with sin
I'll never win if I wait till I erupt
End so abrupt when my life is disrupt