This battle never ends and I'm really sick and tired of the constant hell that is always in my life! On days like this I want to scream and lash out to those who deserve the brunt of my anger! But alas, the anger that I feel always has to be put away to appease the queen! What is the point of calling yourself a man if you won't stand the ground that you swear to me daily is what you stand on?! On this day I'm pissed off and aggravated by the promises that are always broken and the changes I never see! So this declaration of anger and resentment is dedicated to you the one who lets me down daily even though you are aware of the desperate needed vacation I beg for!! So since its really apparent you don't care, in return ill say that I don't care either. Do not try to hug me or say things you think I want to hear, what I really want is for you to think just once about if you really do love me? If you say you do, you are lying and from what I've seen you are nothing but a scared spineless pus see . Enjoy you life of servantude remember this is what you chose, when next time you even think of making a guttural sound.
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