Feel the rip in my soul
A giant aching, bleeding hole
Sitting here all alone
Selfhating down to the bone
Can't believe this happened to me
Feeling so damn unhappy
Once strong and proud
now screaming out loud
Hoping the hurt will end
And not being my only friend
You took my beautiful heart
But begun beating it from the start
Failing to say goodbye
I stayed listening to you lie
At last understanding what It had cost
What once was me was lost
What I lost I try to find
Wondering how I ever could've left me behind
Just now starting to see
I'm finally, totally free
Realizing I can do
What ever I want to
Thinking that this pain
may not be all in vain
Knowing what love can take
I'm going to learn from my mistake
Always and forever more
I promise never to go where I went before
Remembering what not to be
and the value of forever being ME
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