I am sorry
I thought it would be fun.
You shot me down
With your verbal gun
I didn't mean
To hurt you in anyway
I guess I should
Have let you have a say
I fucked up
I'm man enough to admit
I really didn't mean
To make you feel like shit
I am sorry
Just kick my ass with your shoe
Because as ever
It is I that loves you
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Sick mind. Letting my dark passenger run free. Kik: puddy1980
Every now and then you have phases where you become really quiet because something has upset you or annoyed you. I don't know if it's because of me or someone else.
I know I don't always show it and I really don't want to blow it I should watch what I say but half the stuff I say I don't mean to be friends with you I was really keen I'll show you that I...
I didn't mean to. It just slipped out. I didn't think it was a secret. Otherwise I wouldn't shout. I didn't mean to break it. Your heart, I meant. I didn't try to hurt you.
I put my head in my hands And think everything through. I'm trying to convince myself, That I'm not actually losing you.
I knew I should have just stick to my guards. It was too good to be true.
Trembling at the thought of seeing you. Terrified knowing this is something I have to do. Shaking like a leaf. Why am I scared beyond belief. We'd agreed today was the day.
I was getting there. Loving you was easy. Then my head became queasy. Your past haunts me. You won't let it go. I opened up gave you my all. Only to see it fall. Never returned.
What I say, Comes with the best of intentions. What I do, Depends on my memory. If it hurts, Then I am truly sorry. I always, Speak from the heart. Don't get mad, It's just the way that I am.
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