Insecure Or Just Hurt Before?

Hello,

I say "honest" I'm lying.
When I say "I'm fine" I'm really not.
"It's not your fault" yes is.
You say "I love you" fat chance.
"Believe me" no I won't.
"It's true", when I know it's not.
"I didn't do it" another story.
I say "go away " when I want you most.
"I hate you" love is twisted.
They say " trust me " yeh right.
"The truth hurts" a lie is worse.
Say "I won't hurt you" visible scars.
"Its true" 7 letter lie.
"I love you too" 11 letter lie. It's wrong, but you do it. It hurts you; them. But we show no mercy. Love in lies, and lies in love.
Confusion never ends.
Don't lie to me, Please.