So things have been okay...I get along with my tutor group pretty okay and I'm just okay! My life is so monotonous. Grey. All I feel is grey. I still miss home, I still miss feeling loved and wanted. I've even considered having a boyfriend! I've never wanted one really...not unless I was madly in love with him and so I guess I want to fall madly in love with somebody... I want to know how if feels to be completely consumed by love and passion. I'm guessing it feels good. Taking life in doses hoping I won't overdose anytime soon. I've been so careful and cautious all my life so that I won't get stabbed in the back by someone I love. I guess I'm getting stabbed by loneliness now. I should have taken a chance on life...should have just gone with it. I hope it's not too late. Just ask me again...ask me again and I'll say yes over and over! Just ask me again!
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