I study that human beings are social creatures. We are taught how to behave and how not to behave all so that we can fit into society and look pretty! How many of us care for or are cared by the same society? I seem to care but can never manage to fit in, like ever! So is fitting in more important than caring? I have no idea! All I know is I wake up alone and come home to an empty house every night! I haven't felt loved and "at home" in so long... I'm so tired of sleeping self pity tears! I need a change, a miracle. A part of me hopes and believes that there will be one...just don't know how long I can hold on to that little part anymore. God, if you exist at all, help me keep that part alive just long enough to see it all come true! I don't want to be dead inside. I want to feel life inside of me!
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