Why?

Why does it hurt so bad?
Why does being alone make me so sad?
What did I do to deserve this pain?
What did I do that made me so insane?
Why did you leave me?
When you knew that I needed you
I loved you
I trusted you
I wanted you

I have to keep lying to myself, telling myself that I'm okay.
But I'm not.
I'm on edge.

I hate seeing your face knowing that I can't kiss it anymore.
I hate hearing your name knowing that I can't say it without wincing.
I hate listening to our song cause I start crying.
Why did you leave me alone?
I like being by myself...
but I don't like being alone.

This place is like my diary... I'm such a loser.
I hate myself
I hate my life
Why can't I be happy?
Why?
Why do I love you?