Depressing Thoughts

I shall be telling this with a sigh.
I haven't slept in a week.
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
What happens to a heart deferred?
Looks like nothing's gonna change.
Though instinct and ambition shoves,
I'll tell you what I know.
Tomorrow,
They'll see how beautiful I am.
Two wrongs don't make a right.
In a case this tough,
What's the use?
Rage works if reason won't.
I can't do what ten people tell me to do,
So I guess I'll remain the same.
Just sittin' here restin' my bones.
And this loneliness won't leave me alone.