Don't Smoke

I had been smoking for 2 years now... These days I had decide to quit and get on with it!
But
I had one of the worst craving in my entire life today... I thrown away my cigarette... And it's 3 in the morning now.
So I seek for a cigarette, my mom and dad is sleeping, my brother is also sleeping, and their room is locked up.

What should I do?

First I search for my room for any cigarette for 30 minutes... Not joking FOR 30 minutes!!!!
No luck...

Second, I quietly get down to the 1st floor to get keys of my parent's car and search quietly for any cigarette... Failed

Note... There is no store or any kind of shop for me to get at this time. And all the neighbors are sleeping soundly.

What should I do? I need this god damn cigarette!!

There... My solution... There are some 3/4 finished cigarette of my brothers near the car, it's on the floor.

I picked up, cleaned by blowing some air to it to dust off... And I smoked it.

And I was thinking. Shame... Shame... Shame!!!!!!!!

Why am I like this?!

Why why why FUCK ME WHY?!

don't smoke....
Don't even bother it....
Please my dear fellow friends

DON'T SMOKE!

Thanks for reading

CIAO!