Youth And Manhood

I miss my youth, everyday I could go out to the playground and play sand. I don't have to worry about cleanness or bacteria, I just simply play along until I am fulfilled. I can still remember that I hard does my homework, and I rarely get into trouble. Even if I do I feel as if "it's going to be ok". I remember when I was still young, I run down to the swimming pool and played with my fellow friends, splashing water against each other. Everything about youth and childhood is just awesome! I remember I was in school, in kindergarten... I had my first kiss, and I could still remember how it had happened. Everything... It's just so spontaneous and carefree!

As we approach to middle school... Shit just got serious. Everything seems to be so formal and strict! Detention for speaking Chinese in class, detention for not doing homework etc... Middle school is like the gate way to manhood and the exit of youth and childhood.

Now in high school... I don't know and I don't have the feeling of a free childhood anymore. It feels sad and frustrating. I miss it so much. Looking at my cousin and my nephews... They just seems so naive and so... Awesome. I wish I could head back being a child again! But you know... It's not gonna happen.