Basket Case

I'm not elated,
I just want to be sedated
I'm tired of being frustrated,
I'm tired of waiting

Waiting for something but I don't know what
The nausea the suspense causes me
Makes me feel like I'm going to puke out my guts.

Maybe I'm just a nut.

I'm a basket case.
I used to take precautions just in case
But I got tired of never seizing the unknown,
I got tired of my life being just a drone

So I took a chance,
It left me only vulnerable at best
But now I can no longer get any rest
I find myself always wrongly dressed

Mismatching shoes...
I look like a noob,
A homeless noob.
I don't know what to do
I'm so damn confused-
So damn consumed
In my own fear.

I need to assess myself
Maybe get some outside help?
I'm a basket case,
I'm terrified of my fate.