I already know that I'm awesome. I addressed this in a previous blog lol.
But guys I didn't realize how strong my magical powers are! (I have powers because of my extreme awesomeness).
My new friend that I met on OkCupid, whom I specifically told that we can't date because he's 20 and I'm a measly 17...well he began to start throwing hearts in his messages and telling me that I was adorable and cute and talking about the future and traveling together.
Talk about Marek flashback ugh.
It started innocently enough with Marek too...just friends. I never told him that we couldn't date though. But anyway, after being friends for a few days he started with the endearments and hearts and "my love" and talking about the future together and traveling and yadda yadda yadda.
Or lies lies lies.
Or truths that never came true.
Because Marek wasn't lying...he felt that way but things were too complicated to pull through.
I started telling my friend to shush, stop talking about the future and everything. Don't get either of our hopes up. We know it isn't going to work out.
I also knew this with Marek, I wrote about it frequently but I never told him everything. I thought I would learn from that mistake and be more open in that sense with my new friend.
Bu my new friend has a second date with some girl that he met online anyway.
And also, I'm not that attracted to my new friend. It may partially be because I'm still a little sore from Marek...maybe I still like him...? I don't know.
It's too bad though. I have magical powers for making fellas fall for me but it has yet to pay off. It has yet to prove worthwhile to try making my powers pay off.
Maybe being awesome isn't so awesome after all.
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