"Better Off As Lovers"

I'm getting tired of dealing with this
You have a pretty smile but you are toxic
It's getting hard not to notice
That you're full of shit
You're so full of it

Time seems to pass ever so slowly
When we're together I always feel lonely
Your hands are colder than my own
But my hands are cold
Still colder than stone

I keep spending my money on you
I shed many tears at the sight of you
A grimace is all that embraces me
You are the weed that suffocates me

I don't understand
Why we make these plans
They always fall through
Because everything is left up to you