I'm slowly becoming less "Square-ish"
1. I've applied to four jobs. Going to apply to a fifth tomorrow.
2. I'm not really studying/reading/writing in public all the time anymore...but now I'm just awkwardly staring at the people that are having conversations instead of participating in them. Baby steps.
3. I've had two good Friday nights with my friend, Steph. She's the only person that I've hung out with though. I need to branch ouuuttt...
4. I went shopping with Steph. Didn't like anything but a single skirt and some makeup removing wipes. Resorted to ordering skanky clothes online. The package is coming tomorrow!! ^.^
5. Friday I plan on going out in my new skanky ensemble to see the Oz movie. Maybe I'll get lucky although I don't live in Kentucky. Ha.
6. My dad fixed the window of my car. Now it is closed, but I can't open it ever again.
7. About working out...ha.
Well actually, yesterday I went on a two hour walk into town with Rachel...it was a mountainous walk. That should count for something!
8. Haven't even looked at a pair of high heels. So I haven't learned how to walk in them yet.
9. My automobile parking abilities have improved. I parked in between two cars on Saturday for the first time! But the space was ridiculously wide. So basically, I still suck at it.
10. I'm currently reading the news on Yahoo! almost every day. I watch Ellen. An Extra and Access Hollywood. So I'm keeping up with the news. I'm also reading "Paper Towns" by John Green. Reading a YA romance novel instead of becoming one is nice right now.
11. I don't frown at people I find attractive...but I have yet to flash a blinding smile at them. Let alone look them in the eyes. Or in their direction. What can I say? I really love the shoes that I wear.
12. I'm smiling now! So I'm smiling more!
13. My room...haven't cleaned it yet. It's not like I have anyone to take up there right now, so fuck that.
14. I still struggle with being open with my feelings.
15. I've been somewhat daring. Instead of just looking at the guy's ass that was in front of me, I slapped it.
No, actually I just called the name of the guy that owned that ass and asked him to help me with physics instead of trying to figure it out myself. We walked to together, talking.
Usually I just stare at his ass.
16. I've stopped sleeping fully dressed. Now I sleep naked. And without sheets on my bed. I need to fix that.
17. Still taking some shit from people. But those people have apologized without me saying anything.
18. Got rid of the selfies that Marek had sent me. Finally.
19. Deleted my OkCupid account. Sorry @chickgamer
To Do:
20. Get a fire-breathing dragon tattoo. I'll be the girl with the dragon tattoo and automatically a BAMF. No one will call me "innocent looking" ever again.
21. End things with Jeramie. I can't do it.
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