Midnight blue- Chapt 3

Would you like to know what Jonah is doing right now? Hes being interrogated. By the police. Because of me. I feel as if i have betrayed all of those i love, and even though its one of them, i kind of feel that i deserve this now. You can form your own oppinion throughout the story. Jonah did. Dad did. And soon Ill find my mom and tell her. Actually, she probably already knows. So she'll have one already.
My mom died when I was 13, just 2 years ago. I mustve cried for days on end. My brother- oh dear God- he was just so distant, unreachable by human contact, by verbal encouragement. I wonder what he thought about my death. Hes 24 and engaged, to this chick named Meredith. She..... Shes not a huge fan of me. Nor I of her. Did you notice that? Almost everybody I know either loves me or hates me. Usually hate. The undesirable.
Its people like Charlotte that get me so pissed. An angel to the teachers and people she wants- or needs- and then she turns around and is a complete bitch to everyone else in the whole damned school. I honestly dont see how, but most girls WANT to be her. To them I say to get a life.
Im sorry, this record is about how I died, correct? Im not sure if Im being too dark for you, so Ill continue on.
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I woke up to the sounds of birds chirping. What day was it? I checked my phone. Monday. Oh yeah, the dance was last night.
I sat up. Monday! We have school. Right now! I looked at Jonahs sleeping figure, like a fallen angel, so peaceful... I didnt want to wake him. I didnt really need to either.... It wasnt unusual for the sophs to come in late.
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Stop. Youre probably thinking, Ummmm, its summer...
Yeah, but our school has summer classes and things like that. Jonah and I were in Dramatic Arts together. He sang and acted. I acted, and sometimes I had to sing, but I wasnt very good.
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Or... Not come in at all. And so I lay by Jonah, watching his chest rise and fall. God. He was beautiful. I laid back so I was leaning against the trunk, and my stomach growled. I laughed, it tickled.

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Ugh, I was such a girly girl then. Well.. Around Jonah. Is that good or bad?
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I slid my phone open to see that Dad gad texted back giving me the okay to stay. Funny, I wouldve done it anyway.
I texted the only person I knew who still liked me, Emma. "Could you bring me food? Im at the sycamore tree" I texted.
Only a few seconds passed before she texted back."Sure, who yuh with?"
I hesitated before replying. "Jonah"
"Omg! ;)"
"Lol, shut up!"
It went on like that for a while, and she said for her nature photography they were allowed to roam around, so she'd bring some stuff then. By this time, Jonah was stirring.
"Good morning, Sunshine," I say.
He laughed. "What time is it?"
"About 11:30. I got up at
9."
He rubbed the back of his neck."Oh jeez. Sorry"
"Its fine!"
"Haha! You two are so adorable!"
I turned to see Emma, who had brought a bag. "Heres some sandwiches and apples and bottles of water."
"Thanks. We arent allowed to show up late and I doubt our parents would be pleased knowing we skipped."
"I see," she nodded. Then she grinned. "Can I take a pic? I promise I'll delete it!!"
We laughed and let her. "You two are soo cute! Catch ya later!"
Jonah laughed, but I couldnt help thinking i saw an angry sneer of jealousy cross her face.

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Really, how many people can I get to hate me in 24 hours???