I Want The Life As A Teenage Girl

Did you know that every step we take,
Every move we make,
Every breath we breathe,
Everything we achieve,
Is for nothing...?
No surely it must mean something?
Is life just an endless race,
Towards a horror we must face,
All we hear is fight, fight, fight,
But all I wonder is why, why, why...
But to find that thing to put me at ease...
Yes.... Yes please,
I'm all alone in this endless anxiety,
Of this strangest variety,
In this endless lust, a fighting desire,
To do something strange, like a wild fire,
To love like ones never loved anyone,
Because they are the only one,
I want a first kiss in the rain,
I want...
I want...
to sing in my bra and undies,
To sleep a month of Sunday's,
To even have a bad hair day,
Or maybe perfect hair ruined, so I can just say,
How I've lived a perfect life,
How I've loved and broken,
Felt happy and forgotten,
Had rows and laughs, had ups and downs,
And love and hugs all round,
I want my mum to shout and complain at me,
I want everything to be,
I want to see the world,
As a normal teenage girl.