Victim Of You

You heard me, didn't you?
You spoke back, didn't you?
My heart broke, didn't it?
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Yes I heard you, love.
Yes, I said many things.
Not that I meant to.
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You watched me bleed, didn't you?
You assumed I wanted your love, didn't you?
But I wanted none other than for you to have left.
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I helped your scars.
I only want you to love me.
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You should be ashamed of what you did.
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My dear, I only loved you.
I only wanted you to see that you loved me too.
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The only love you had was for my body.
Your dirty hands should be cut off!
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You are my idol you are my dream, I want to live you and make you see-
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You strangled me tight! Right in the night! Where no one could see-
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I gave you life! An adrenaline rush! I held you tight so you wouldn't get lost!
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Maybe you wanted to be-
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I am not something you can define, my dearest love!! So don't even try!
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Quite ironic how to objectify me! Quite ironic how you hurt me!
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Here, here, I won't let you go out into that scary world. Here here, I won't let you scream anymore.
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You sick beast! Let me be! Let me be!
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I only wanted to love you, but if that's how you feel, I'll begin with a simple meal. Eat up won't you? EAT UP!
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Why do you betray me! I don't understand your jokes! Their sick.... SICK SICK SICK!
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There you go love, feel my hands?
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Don't you dare~
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Feel them as they make you cry. As you slowly die.... Feel them as they grab, rub, and scratch?
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You sick sick-
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I'll make you feel sick, feel worthless, and small. You better yet my doll?