One Sided Conversation

This isn't you,
What your doing,
Please return,
That ugly mask,
I can see,
Through your walls,
Your heart is not,
Made of stone.

You don't know me,
Don't pretend,
My mind is completely,
Round the bend,
Don't you dare,
Judge me now,
Put that gavel down,
Don't make a sound.

Stop the lies,
Please stop hiding,
I'm trying to turn flaws,
Into beauty,
I'm trying my best,
To understand,
So take my hand,
And take a stand.

My flaws,
What do you know of them?
You know nothing of me,
Or my dark side,
Just leave - Get out,
I've had enough,
Life is unfair,
It's just tough luck.

Seriously?
Are you kidding me?
I'm not a witch,
Set to poison your mind,
But to open your eyes,
Realise,
Your potential in life,
Don't be pulled down,
Into a dark, dull void.

I'm scared - Afraid,
To let go off pain,
I know you mean well,
But my defences are high,
Not something you can climb,
They are way too high,
Been locked away from days,
I'm better off alone anyway.