"Sorry, didn't see her!"

For so long,
I've been so low,
Fighting hard to get my knees off the floor,
Stinging tears,
Creep down my face,
I said that nothing can be done or can be changed,
I lie awake,
Until I'm numb,
Because I know when I close my eyes only darkness comes,
I hide away,
My plastered face,
As It's hurts to lie to everyone each and every day.

I'm hanging on the edge,
Loosing my grip,
Yet somehow I still don't slip,
I'm always stuck,
Can't go down or go up,
As times passing by,
No one can realise,
The state I'm in,
A repeating ring,
But I'm just a blur,
"Sorry, didn't see her!"