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Black Dog Blues

It has just turned seven
On a Saturday eve
I should be sat downstairs
With the kids on my knees

But I am laid up in bed, alone and in such pain
As my old black dog
Paces up and down to a new refrain

Listening to the rain on my window
As relentless as my mood
Keeping me from light
Keeping me from food

And all I have to keep my sanity
Are the words that spill from my buzzing head
As I lay down here again once more
So lonely in my bed.

Come the day, come the light
I pray that old dog of mine takes flight
To once again step outside my bedroom door
To the arms of all those loved ones I adore

merlin1038

@merlin1038

I am a father of two wonderful girls and a christian, long time sufferer of depression my writing has become my therapy. Some of my writing is faith based, some of it portrays the darkness of depression. I make no apologies for that but pray by using my honesty it might help others experiencing similar turmoil in their lives. May God forever bless you and keep you! Kik me @ merlin1038

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Comments & Feedback (3)

Ditto 😞🙏

Struggle?

Hope you feel better soon hun 😘

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