I used to cry
Didn't want to die
But now my eyes are dry
I do not fear
My time is near
My life empty of cheer
It is so easy
It is scary
But won't be today
I know what
I've got to do
Be strong and live on
It gets harder
It looks easier
To just give up, not fight
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A redhead writer trying to get my novel published. I enjoy writing YA Paranormal Romances and so far had a short story and article published. I maintain my blog and website at www.alisonaldridge.co.nr
Have to get up. Have to be awake. Have to get ready. For Christs sake. Have to brush my teeth. Have to style my hair. Have to be prepared. For this mornings nightmare. Have to change clothes.
The tears are black. My wounds are red. I sit in a huddle, With a pounding head. My ragged breath, Shows I'm insecure. As I try to forget, And rid of the pressure. My vibrates - Friends asking why.
For so long, I've been so low, Fighting hard to get my knees off the floor, Stinging tears, Creep down my face, I said that nothing can be done or can be changed, I lie awake, Until I'm numb, Because...
Sleep eludes me, far 2 much on my mind 4 me 2 ever find peace...so I sit, pry more alone than I've ever been, idle thoughts getting the best of me...ripping apart at the seems of my psyche, I'm a...
This maybe a little explicit. Just wanted to vent about feelings I had in the past. I sometimes worry it'll all come back when times get hard. I'm sitting here alone and quiet.
My sleeves are stained red,. And I'm drowning in my head,. The river's burst and flowing,. What was hidden is now showing,. There are pathways on my skin,. Leading down to what's within,.
This maybe a little explicit. Just wanted to vent about feelings I had in the past. I sometimes worry it'll all come back when times get hard. I'm sitting here alone and quiet.
"I'm fine, I'm okay" There's nothing more, To say. But I think they've already seen, What I really mean.
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