Four.

She lies
under the stars of her bedroom sky
As she listens to her heart break over and over again
The tears spill from her eyes
No hope, no disguise
Just a pain filled night
Without him again.

He sits at his desk
Spinning on the chair legs
Pen grasped tightly in his clutch
Eyes unblinking
Eyes so penetrating
He can't rid himself of that pain inside
How does he give her the world
When he's torturing himself inside?
How does he let another become such a massive part of this life?
How does he rid himself of these bonds and precarious ties?
He spins around again.

There she is
Next to a man who she gave the world
One that took a vow and failed to recognise she exists
She even gave him two kids
And as the world keeps spinning on its axis she turns to face him
Things have changed now
He loves her, she loves him
He belongs to her and she to him
A life brand new and all of their own,
The perfect 2.4 family
Husband, wife and two children.

And here I am
A million thoughts in my head
As I too, lay on my bed
Thinking of the pain and broken hearts of the past
And the pieces that make up this crazy jigsaw puzzle
Unbelievable that I finally fell in love again
Yet all this shit still spins around in my head
I want him
I love him...

It's time for us all... To let go.