Left And Took It All

Every now and then
I find myself saying your name.
Even though it was so long ago,
That I played your silly game.
People say it was a good choice,
That I'd be stronger,
That I'd find my voice.
But you stole everything away,
Even the smile upon my face.
And I was begging you to stay,
But that pushed you right out the door.
My knees dropped,
I was on the floor.
Now I'm just an empty shell.
Now snowflakes fall,
It's too cold to say I'm in hell.