After Today

I look up to your eyes, but the sparkle and light that once was in them are gone. They look almost a clouded grey, almost as if a horrible storm is beginning in your mind. I know the emotion you once had for me, is fading away quickly. I can't say it doesn't hurt, because it does. I still love you so much, but you don't love me. The memories we made, are just burnt ashes, the sparks that flew, are just a dying sparkler. You look to the distance, into the hills. They seem to be more amazing than anything else lately. Yet, you pull me closer, as if knowing this is the last time we will ever be like this. I can't help but try to pull you closer, only wanting to mend what we have wounded. But I can't. It's goodbye forever after today...