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Suicide.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone would care if I died. I stare at a blank wall with a knife in my hand. My mind screams cut! But my heart says put the knife down. I shiver as the cold knife touches my bare skin on my wrist. I feel a shock go down my back. I can't do it, I tell myself. I slowly take the knife away. No one cares! My mind screams at me. I slowly put the knife back on my wrist. Then I start thinking about all my good memories with friends and family. If I was gone, there would be anymore good memories to make. I drop the knife. I run. I don't stop. I run for miles, just to be alone. I promised myself I would never do anything stupid and reckless like try to commit suicide. God gave up his life for you, you can't just give up your life like that. You didn't live your life all these years to just throw it away.

*Over a million human beings commit suicide every year.*
Most suicides are because of problems at home or bullying.
Through mercy and compassion we can all stop the suffering.

DarkPrincessGirl

@DarkPrincessGirl

"Take love and multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you would still only have a glimpse of how I feel for you."

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Comments & Feedback (32)

Did you do this?

Please say you didn't

Yeah I actually did...a few months ago.

No... You can't have no

Why

Please tell me why. I can't bare that thought

@Twilightianalex I was depressed...I used to be a really depressed person, I wouldn't talk to anyone and I started getting bullied and I just thought know one loved me....I was none as the Emo freak because I listen to blood on the dance floor and because I support Emos

Known not none***

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No please that's awful we All like you here on opuss. That blood on the dance floor thing is awful. It influences people

And it's not right

Pleas don't listen to it and you shouldn't be depressed

@Twilightianalex @DarkPrincessGirl I said I used to be! Not anymore I just posted that to help people make the right choice!

And I'm going to keep on listening to botdf, they saved my life. I love them! When I had no one they were there for me!

I couldn't even talk to my parents about it because they didn't care...but botdf, they get me

What botdf?

@Twilightianalex botdf aka blood on the dance floor

@Twilightianalex people judge them because how they look but really they don't know anything..

@Twilightianalex they have gone through hell because of bullying and so have I

Oh I didn't know I'm so sorry @DarkPrincessGirl

Forgive me

@Twilightianalex you're forgiven I'm sorry for making such a big deal.

I'm sorry I said it

@Twilightianalex trust me..it's ok...I just over reacted..oh and I decided to finish the story :) I'm posting the chapter in a minute

Let's just forget this ever happened

I was being stupid and im sorry

You weren't being stupid! Yes I'm glad we can just forget it and im glad you decided to finish the story and I'm sure everyone will be too

Don't feel bad cuz you cut, lots of people do it, I used to

Wow...a very strong write...with a def message there...gad you are able to live your life without pain now Hun ...good and bad days are part of life...it's how we learn to cope with them that's key...thanks for sharing my sweet😘😘😘😘

@DarkPrincessGirl gad...is meant to be glad...doh...😃

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