I get scared a lot.
I do fear a lot.
I fear, it's a prison.
I fear your rejection.
I fear, that I will fail,
but with you I can't fail.
I fear love the most,
but I know you love me most.
I fear the world,
but I can take on the world.
I'm afraid of so much, it ties,
but I know, that all my fears are lies.
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Frustration takes me over, as the great silence rolls over. My weary heart, it sinks. Negative people around. it stinks. I try to ignore the smell, my best, but inside I'm screaming in protest.
Sometimes we are all a little rebellious. Fighting for things we don't know. Looking for a way out. The right way to go. Sometimes we are a little scared. Unsure of what to do. The choices to make.
Spiraling down. Tipping over the edge. Darkness descends. I'm lost in my head. I can't find the path. Where can it be. I need to find it. Before I find me. Hands out in front. Feeling my way.
I feel restless. The kind that you feel within your core. The thing that makes you feel weary. Even though you haven't done anything. I am tired. That I often gave out a huge sigh.
Oh empathy what tragedy, behold on me, do i see be. Another soul, another life. Blessed with sorrow, filled with strife. The simple things, thou have denied, deny my touch, foretell my life.
The serpent of doubt. Slithered too close. Self satisfaction. A long gone ghost. The taunts of torture. Smirk and goad. My once light thoughts. Now a heavy load. Eclipsed by fear. Overwhelmingly so.
I made you take the plunge and you dive, dive dived. And now it's my turn next so I'll run and hide. I made you fly and I watched you glide. Heavy are the chains that keep me locked inside.
What's wrong with me I don't understand What am I so different, am I going mad.
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