The serpent of doubt
Slithered too close
Self satisfaction
A long gone ghost
The taunts of torture
Smirk and goad
My once light thoughts
Now a heavy load
Eclipsed by fear
Overwhelmingly so
Shadows do lurk
Wherever I go
I have to get a grip
Rid myself of dubiety
Hesitation and ridicule
Will not set me free
©Kim Brown 30th January 2013
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Writing has been my friend since a teenager...I laugh, cry, think, pretend, smile as I do it. I feel that I communicate better through my writing as in person I can appear a tad scatty.
What's wrong with me I don't understand What am I so different, am I going mad.
I get scared a lot. I do fear a lot. I fear, it's a prison. I fear your rejection. I fear, that I will fail, but with you I can't fail. I fear love the most, but I know you love me most.
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, Do you have the guts, the gall. Can you break before you fall, And show the truth, obey my call. Can you see out, beyond my skin. Portray what really lies within.
I feel a bit uninspired at the moment. Do you ever get those times where nothing you write seems good enough. It's ever so depressing.
How did I reach here. Filled with fear But no single tear With my skies so unclear How did I become so numb.
I dont know why I feel, The way I feel I do, I don't know what is wrong with me, Or why I feel so blue. I don't know what to see. I dont know my belief.
Sometimes we are all a little rebellious. Fighting for things we don't know. Looking for a way out. The right way to go. Sometimes we are a little scared. Unsure of what to do. The choices to make.
Obscure, like I am, Like words in an untouched book The pages unturned; A mystery unfurls. Speak not of my deeds, But yet of my faith Tears on a parched page Leaves as crisp as words.
@leelee101 awww missed yooooooou...things could be better Hun but I'll survive ...big huggies for the kind RP 💪💪💪💪
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