Everything I Miss..

Cried when I wrote this. All of the things I miss are in here. Some of them are so weird, but that's all the things that makes me:)

Do you know what I miss? Being young and not giving a damn what my weight was or what clothes I wore. Playing out with my friends on the summer holidays. Waiting for my friends to come and knock for me. Being so happy because I had the privilege to stay out 8:00. Being in primary school and just having fun on yard. Getting dressed up as a princess for world book day. Wearing my hair in whatever style I wanted and not having anyone judge me at school because we all knew each other so well. Playing football with the boys even though I was no good and I always got picked last. Wearing summer dresses in the summer and pretending they were pink princess dressed instead of red gingham. Going to chess club after school in year 3. Going to choir even though we all hated it. Having golden time if we were good. The bin in primary school that was a shaped like a dolphin and pretending to be his mermaid spies. Throwing twigs in the dolphin bin and pretending it was eating. Looking through the railings during lunch waiting for my dads car to drive past and wave at me. Playing splat and pretending to be models on yard. But most of all, I miss my life back then. Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time for a little while. I miss it so much.