Waiting In My Womb

I would of turned
a smile but every little part of me burned with agonising pain

A pain that keeps growing like cancer, slowly killing me as I walk, breathe, live

But why live?
That value of me
has gone, a part of me
that has disintegrated
and demolished.

Missing like a limb,
raw and spurting
with oxygenised blood.
An emotional burden,
a deep ridged wound,
You couldn't of healed me

At least she's gone to a better place now
A much better world,
Expecting the unexpected
Marshmallows and tress
Pinks and yellow mellow

Oh heart of mine,
grieve no more,
She's gone to a better place
Nature turned an evil eye
and snatched her
From my screaming womb

What pain would you imagine to feel? To experience? I live with this "gorgeous" nature,
the same nature that
stole my growing baby from me.

It was all a fate waiting in my womb

12.10.2012
©Hazera Begum