Burden Laden Shoulders(true Current Event)

Why must it have be then
The moment I must get pressed ,within that airplanes skin
That -
our last night together,banging ,
Maybe too never again do such Lovemaking

That our start-crossed seed decided-
it is to start charging sprouts growing
-the raven crows yawning ,
-from-
the time our bun begun baking

But another life she my unwed wife be forsaking, no life will be saving
By an ever prevailing ailment constantly ailing
her wombs been exiled
Blocked banning

All life ,even hers ;
For possibly asking for an availing in creating her own little cageling to see hatching ,

all thus
In a Calling
Stumbling while ,
bafflingly implored -
Ceasing ,
For gods, miraculous blessings, there in aiding
,she'll be ,cheering cured-

Impossible
for ,
They both , certainly are choking ,
in pain recanting while ,their death dies, bleeding
, for trying an ominous birthing

My hearts churning vacuously crashing,loss of passion

,while my conscious in tumults clashing
Destitution an evil casing
Casting this unborn life
preemptively to a closing so
No breathing ,laughing , no found little bundling
Closed casket

Before it could even try lasting

My very own life I'm second guessing