Expectations make me,
To them I am a mould,
A piece of dough to take and shape,
To have and then to hold.
Expectations crush me,
I'm what they make of me,
I'm caged into their rash ideals,
With not-so-far to see
Expectations use me,
I'm a pawn in my own game,
Rebellion is but a dream,
I'll never be the same.
Oh, so many people,
They all expect so much,
I just want a life which I
Can indefinitely clutch...
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Why. Why is it so hard to understand. You all have had it happen to you. So then why when it comes to me you find it so hard to comprehend. Why should I be any different.
There's a better man in me. Fighting to come out. He doesn't like what others see. A vision of hate and doubt. He's the one with all the joy. He's the one that laughs.
I put a brave face on for you all to see. The smiling polite young man expected of me. Can't you see my eyes don't smile at you anymore. Filled with a pain of betrayal they look to the floor.
This Tainted Tulip Isn't as it seems Brown hair, blue eyes And braces that gleamed Bullied all my life No dad in sight Mostly on my own Braved problems with all my might Writing poems, songs and...
I remember this is how I felt as a teenager trying to fit in.... I feel confined, trapped and hating these god damn lies.
This is me speaking, please just listen. I'm normally stopped from being myself. Don't ignore me. I'm stuck in a mask, It controls me head to toe. I mould to fit, like water in a cup.
Hug a neighbor, Or start a fight. Go to bed early, Or stay up all night. Eat healthy, Or drink underaged. Live in peace, or get enraged. Do what you want, It could be good.
16+ curse words lol you'll read anyway but whatever there's my warning.
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