I'm weak, pathetic,
I depend on you to feel
Like I'm worth anything,
You can build me up,
A desperate leaning tower,
Then crush me with a smile,
Drain me of all power,
Tear me limb from limb
With your lying eyes,
You make my skin crawl,
Want to rip out my insides,
I hate myself for loving you;
But I still do.
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Comments & Feedback (14)
Hate is so much easier, love is harder but that much sweeter I guess. Spent the last hour wishing I was going home to him...thank god for alcohol
@Irrational_Kimmi No, there's no cure. Even in my dreams, I can't get away from him. It just hits me at random moments how much I miss him, and how little he doesn't seem to care. shrugs I need ice cream!
@chickgamer you know what men are like. They pretend like they don't give a crap. It's a protection for them. But sometimes they let you in a tiny bit (alcohol tends to help with this) and you see all these emotions under the surface.
@chickgamer and I know that longing all too well. I haven't seen him for...three weeks. And it's like I'm hollow. I need ice cream and chocolate and wine
@Irrational_Kimmi Oh I know how they pretend. I'm planning on getting him a little drunk when I see him, try to get a permanent idea of where we stand. September 28th can't come soon enough! I haven't seen him for 3 months. When do you see your guy next?
Three months? Aww I bet you can't wait. I hope it goes well! 😌 He leaves for Nepal on 3rd September. I want to see him - he lives near Manchester and I'm in the Midlands (we met at Uni) but he won't let me visit. He says it's too difficult and saying bye before he moved home was really bad so...he's avoiding the emotional issues. I think he knows if I visit we'll end up in bed and it'll be like before and I won't want to leave and he won't want to leave...it's such a mess. 😔
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