Hey Johnny,
I haven't written many letters this week - we spoke on the phone last Wednesday and had a really good catch up and we've done quite a bit of emailing back and forth so I didn't have much to write about. But it's been a few days now - I know how busy you are and how electricity can be a problem - so I thought I'd write another letter.
You've been on my mind a fair bit today. I was wondering what you have been up to and if you are safe. As sexy as a motorbike may be, it worries the hell out of me. Not your driving, but the other people. The roads are a free for all! I was thinking too about...just everything. Everything we have done together. I don't want it to be the end of us making memories. I...love you. More than ever. I know it's awkward and you don't deal well with these things. I'm sorry, I can't help it. I will always love you - it's been nearly a year since I started falling for you, it's pretty clear it's not going to go away. And I miss you. I'm coping, but I miss you very much. I wonder if you miss me? I'm sorry, I can't find the right words tonight. I need a drink.
It's been six weeks since you went out to Nepal - just six weeks! Only...twenty-seven-ish weeks until you come back. It sounds so small when I say it like that. I don't know what will happen when you get back but...I hope you want me around still.
On a lighter note, I finished the book 'Once Upon a Time In England,' thanks for recommending it (although it would have been better if you had actually bought me my leaving present, penniless waster). You're right, it did help me understand more about where you come from. Yeah, I'll go anywhere with you but I'd prefer it if it wasn't Warrington!
I'm sorry, I'm feeling down tonight. Not a good idea to write a letter! I'll leave it there, I can't think straight.
I hope you are ok,
Love Kim
xxx
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