Firstly I want to say a big thank you for all the support I've received from everyone on Opuss since Christmas Day. Your comments and Kik messages have meant so much to me. You know who you are, you wonderful people.
Now, I've finally been able to talk to Johnny.
He was so sorry. He's been trying to email/call me since Boxing Day but due to a power cut in the town he was staying in he hasn't been able to get through, and I couldn't get through to him either. He arrived back in his the town he lives in today and I finally managed to get through on the phone.
He apologised a lot and blamed the booze. He had been drunk and freaked out. I know he has commitment issues and I'd guessed this was the reason I'd been so unceremoniously dumped.
He also explained that he felt guilty that I was waiting around for him when he couldn't promise me anything serious when he got back. I calmly explained that I wasn't expecting anything 'serious' (those of you who know me will know I just got out of a bad, 9 year relationship before Johnny came along) but just to pick up where we left off.
Anyway, I told him off for overreacting. He apologised more. We talked things through. And...I think it's going to be ok. It's not easy - we both have our issues. I get over-attached, he doesn't let people in. But I think we will be ok.
As long as he learns to chill out!
Again, thanks everyone who has been there for me. Opuss rocks.
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